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.Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ' 9:50:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Woo hoo!!!
Finally cleared my god damn fine!
One less thing to worry about.
But then...
Two more new things were added to the list.
Gotta save $100 for my motor class and $50 to return to Bernie.
Sian.
Just when I thought I could feel less stress...
Haiz...





.Saturday, May 22, 2010 ' 1:46:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Been a long time since I blogged.
Been too lazy to blog hahas.
Well, today I went out with ASYL and her friend.
Met at tampines interchange.
Went to CS.
Then went to inter mac(The bigger one) cus SOMEONE was hungry.
After that went back to CS arcade to play Jubeat.
On the way to the arcade, remembered that my Jubeat card was not with me.
So ended up playing without the damn card.
Didn't get to play the songs I wanted, but oh well~
Still got to play Jubeat after a long time lols.
After that went to Bugis for shesha xD.
Spend quite a lump sum of time and cash there.
Then went to Iluma(Donno how to spell...).
Walked around, got bored, and left the place =)
Had dinner at Burger King.
After meal had stomachache...
Damn jia lat...
Searched the whole of Bugis junction for toilet LOLS!
Took MRT to Eunos.
Took bus 60 to ASYL's house.
Changed bus from bus 60 to bus 5.
Took bus 5 all the way to Bedok Reservoir.
Went to the platform where I started to relax a little and also started to think.

Thought about lots of things.
But mainly stupid stuff hahas.
Thought of lots of 'What ifs'
And what things would have turned out if I did things differently.
For once in my life, was so glad to have my mother smsed me to sort of scold me.
It made me feel less alone.
Less unwanted in a way.
It's been a long time since I felt so good to be scolded/reprimanded.

How great would it be if things weren't how it was now.
Maybe then I would be able to tell you what I have longed to say.
Maybe then would I be able to face you without hiding how I truely feel...





.Thursday, May 13, 2010 ' 12:28:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Man.
From such a hot weather, turned into such a cold one.
Was like so god damn sunny in the morning.
And all of a sudden, a huge downpour at night.
And the worst thing was I had to go home all wet.
Screw the rain.
So gonna become sicker at this rate.
Supposed to go school today.
But didn't as I was sick.
Flu, cough, and more cough.
Been like this for the past two or three weeks.
Feeling god damn terrible.
Man.
So wanna recover soon.
It is like so irritating being sick.

Really hate seeing you this way.
Always being caught up with problems that are caused that dimwits.
Always being affected by idiots.
Always getting upset/depressed/hurt/gloomy over dummies who will never ever learn anything even if they tried.
Why bother?
That faggot wanna be like this, so be it.
Let that clown do what a clown does best.
Let that huge pain learn that without that pain in the ass, you will still be you.
Don't let a moron affect you.
It is like so not worth it.
Though I know it's tough.
Nothing is impossible.
When there's a will, there's a way.
Believe in yourself.
Choose a choice.
And always remember to stick to it.
Don't falter.
And never give in.
You are never alone.
Your friends will always be there to support you.
Always be there to listen to you.
Always be there to care for you.
Always be there to show that they love you just as much, or even much more then anyone else would.
For love through friendship will never be lost.





.Monday, May 10, 2010 ' 10:16:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Been a long time since I blogged.
Well.
Nothing much happened.
Only thing that happened was that I fell sick.
So god damn sick.
Cough and flu.
Worst combination man.
Been such a torture.
Felt like dying over and over again.
Man.
This sucks.
Tomorrow gotta go down to HQ.
Man.
Life sucks.
FML!!!

Everything is falling apart.
And yet I am doing nothing to stop it.
I really wonder why.







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