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.Monday, September 29, 2008 ' 4:09:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Life's not fair...
Life sucks...
Life is boring...
Life is shit...
Especially my life...
Super suay one sia me...
Haiz...
Crapped up to the max...
I hate my life...

Except for certain aspects of it...
For example...
Duwan tell you =P





.Thursday, September 25, 2008 ' 10:52:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Sian...
Feeling sick...
Super tired sia...
Crap sei...
Haiz...
Super super super sianz...
Life is so boring...
Sian...





.Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ' 7:18:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Today feeling like I'm somebody else...
No longer knowing who I am...
Feeling so useless and unwanted...
Dont know why also...
Feeling rather sick too...

Well I changed my tagbox...
Cuz I think this tagbox is better...
And also because I was bored...

Also...
Sunday went to make a new pair of spectacles...
I think I'm gonna get a lazy eye soon...
Left eye is 200...
Right eye is 150...
Sian...
2 steps higher...
Hope it doesnt get worst...





.Sunday, September 21, 2008 ' 6:36:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Sian sia... need keep studying...
O level's soon... haiz...
Gonna have no time to blog soon...
sianz...





.Thursday, September 18, 2008 ' 7:59:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Last few days have been studying...
And doing homework...
Super not me lor...
But bo pian...
Freaking O levels...
Crap sial...
If I dont do well for it die liao...
Freaking crapped up educational system...
Super waste time lor...
Crap sial...
Everyday got so much work to do...
How to finish sia...
Then somemore today so late then come home...
Where got time to freaking do all the homework sial...
Crap sial...
Teachers all no think of us one...
Just know how to give give give homework...
Haiz...
Headache sia...





.Tuesday, September 16, 2008 ' 10:37:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Today almost whole day in school...
Morning go school...
Then go home...
Then at night go school again...
Super sian...
Gonna O level soon liao...
Need study more...
Haiz...
Super lots of things need to do...
Lots of subjects need do catching up...
Super super sian...
Haiz...
Super crap sial...
Night study like a waste of time also...
Go there do own work...
Bo teachers one...
Super sian...
Haiz...





.Sunday, September 14, 2008 ' 7:27:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Today is my Grandmother's birthday...
So in the morning went to eat breakfast together...
The place that we went is somewhere near people's park...
So after breakfast went to great-grandmother's house...
Stayed there for awhile then went home...
After that then life was back to its normal in boring self...
Doing the usual...
Playing till I get bored...
Well after this week got to reduce on playing...
One more month to O levels...
Sianz...
Haiz...





.Thursday, September 11, 2008 ' 4:08:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Forgot to blog yesterday...
Keep saying later then blog later then blog...
End up forget...
Hahaz...
So yesterday was A-math paper 2...
I think I'm gonna fail it sia...
Sianz...

Then today last paper...
Chem paper 1...
So go school for 1 hr nia...
Sianz...
But then our math teacher made us stayback...
Say wan give us back our prelim E-math paper 1...
So bo pian... need stayback...
So I scored 56/80...
Not too bad...
But can better...

To teacher this is disaster...
Yesterday she saw me say my results were a disaster...
Donno she referring to paper 1 or paper 2...
Cuz my paper 1 results not too bad leh...
Haiz...
Maybe her not good means not A1...
Then disaster means not A2 or B3...
Lolz...

Super tired...
I go sleep liao...
Bye byez...





.Tuesday, September 9, 2008 ' 8:44:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Today Pure physics paper...
Paper 1 and paper 2...
Not too bad...
Not too difficult...
But also not easy...
Some questions super crap...
Others give away...
So overall I think it's ok...
Super sian...
Super tired...
I want to sleep T-T...
But need revise A-math...
Sianz...
Haiz...





.Saturday, September 6, 2008 ' 11:56:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

I MISS YOU!!!

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!

I REALLY MISS YOU!!!

I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS YOU!!!

I MISS YOU BADLY!!!

I SUPER MISS YOU!!!

I MISS YOU UNTIL CANNOT MISS YOU


LIAO!!!

I MISS YOU UNTIL I DONNO HOW ELSE TO


DESCRIBE LIAO!!!

hahaz...





.Friday, September 5, 2008 ' 9:48:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

The last day of the holiday...
Excluding Saturday and Sunday...
Din't get to see her today T-T...
Super sad in the morning...
But then not so bad after awhile...
But whole day don't feel like doing anything...
So the whole day was super boring and sian...
Wake up...
Sms her awhile...
Then somethings happened...
Duwan elaborate...
Then went to rest awhile more...
Turn on comp...
Play play play...
Lunch...
Come back...
Then play play play again...
Super sian...
Haiz...
All I can say is I miss her...





.Thursday, September 4, 2008 ' 7:55:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

The holiday is almost over...
Left about 3 more days...
So today was at Tampines library again...
Cuz White Sands library too many people...
So shifted from W.S to Tampines...
Really enjoyed myself today...
At least until the leaving part...
Super sad...
T-T...
Dun feel like saying it...
Haiz...
All I can say is Sorry...





.Wednesday, September 3, 2008 ' 9:51:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Today is the 3rd day of the holidays...
Looks like its all gonna end soon...
So had to go to school for A-Math test...
Super the crap sia the test...
Is like a total waste of time...
I go there also do little bit nia...
So difficult sia the test...
Super crap sia...
Take test then go home...
After that went to Tampines library look for her...
She was with Valarie and Zhi Guang...
Later rochelle joined and then another fellow...
And when everyone gonna go home... Cameron came...
When it was about time to do...
Her parents called T-T...
Then tell her to meet them at Tampines...
So bo pian...
Cant send her home...
So sad...
T-T





.Monday, September 1, 2008 ' 10:39:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Ok...
So today is the start of the September holidays...
One week nia...
So short...
Then after holidays still got exams...
Sian...
Stupid prelim sial...
So today went library to study with her...
Then saw many familiar people...
Hahaz...
Was the the whole day...
First time studying during holidays sial...
Hahaz...







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