Finally...
The wait is over...
She is back!!!
Her flight touched down-ed at around 5.30am...
Then she exited the gates at around 6.00am...
Went to airport with afew others...
(won't mention names)
So we reached the airport at around 5.15am...
Then had to wait 45 mins...

Well now that she is back...
Can sms again!!!
Hahaz...
For the past one week she has been calling me everyday hehz...
But so expensive...
Now no need pay!!!
Sms is free!!!
Hahaz...
YA-HA!!!

Finally...
One week has pass...
One damn long week filled with agony...
She will be reaching Singapore at around 5.45am...
Man...
So early...
Got to wake up like maybe 4am?
Really missed her a lot this past one week...
Hahaz...
Finally gonna get to see her again...
After one week...

Ok...
5 more days...
Seems damn long...
Changed my blogskin to waste time...

Well...
Went to school today to take Chinese O lvls...
Left two questions blank...
Anyhow do the composition...
And also the comprehension...
So gonna not do well...

Chinese was never my favourite subject anyways...
Won't be surprised if I failed...
Haiz...
I miss her so much...

Six more days...
But it seems longer then that...
Missing her every second...
Can't sms her...
Can't call her...
Can't talk to her on Msn...
So many things cannot do...
Haiz...

Well surprisingly, she called me...
Last night she called once...
Today she called once...
Hahaz...
She seems to be having alot of fun there...
How I wish I could follow her...
Hehz...

Well...
Tomorrow Chinese O lvls...
Sure fail...
Cuz it's Chinese!!!
Oh yea...
She called me today to wish me good luck for my Chinese O lvls tomorrow...
How caring...
hehez...
Well... I think I would have done the same too...
Hehz...

Ok g2g liaoz...
YA-HA!!!!!!!!!

Today is the day she is going for her China trip...
So went to airport to send her off...
Well...Did not talk to her much...
Don't know what to say...
All I did was wave good bye to her...
Damn pathetic...
Haiz...

But before her flight...
She sms-ed me to say good bye...
Then later talked to her awhile before she flew off...
Hehz...

Well just to inform those who don't know...
I and her are stead liaoz Hehez...
On the 21/05/2008
Quite recent...
Hehez...
Had to wait one whole week for her reply...
But i guess it is worth the wait =D

Well g2g liaoz...
YA-HA!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is the last day of school for the first half of the year...
June holidays starts tomorrow!
But...
Having chinese O lvls on 26th of may...
Followed by Prelim English Oral on the 27th...

Had mother tongue intensive...
But din't go as it was the last day HAHA...
Instead went for Ncc...
Hehz...
After that sent her home...
Then went home...
Hehz...

well nothing much to say liao...
Need to sleep...
If not tomorrow can't wake up...
Need wake up early to go airport =P
Sending her off to China!!!
Hehz...

Well I go liaoz bye byez...
YA-HA!!!!!!!!!

One week has passed...
Those whom are close to me should know what this means...
Don't know where I am going anymore...
Guess I'll just keep wondering like a lost soul...
It was all pointless...

Ok today was like damn sianz...
Went to tuition at Bugis there at 12.30pm...
Then walk walk with cousin till around 3pm...
Ate SubWay with cousin SECOND TIME!!!
First time was yesterday...
So it was like TWO DAYS IN A ROW!!!
So OMG lahz...

Then after that went home...
Then go E!Hub...
Walk walk awhile then go white sands...
Then need to pay for ice cream which I did not eat...
Cuz I owe that person one...Hahaz...
Then later went home...
Nothing much...
Abit the sian day...

Haiz...
Got no mood to do this quiz...
Sry if the answer are all crap...

Quiz from Ying/Twin

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
When the time is right bahz...

2. What do you want the most?
I want to be by her side when she is in need...

3. Who are the people whom you trust most? (list)
Ying , Twin , Ming Yang , Her i guess...
4. Do you think you've got enough confidence?
No...Don't even think I have even a dot of it...

5. Are you someone who tends to hate people?
I try not to...

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
No...I feel damn useless...Damn stupid...Damn regret...

7. What do you fear to lose most now?
Lose my friendship with her...

8. Do you believe in love at first-sight?
Maybe... Maybe not...

9. Have you ever told anyone your deepest secrets?
Yes...Once...I guess...

10. What do you like most about yourself?
Nothing... I hate my life... Always filled with unhappyness... Full of all the wrong decisions...

11. Do you have any plans for your future?
Don't think I can make any plans now in my current state...

12. How many crushes have you had so far?
Two...But the second one is far stronger then the first...

13. What is the most important thing in your life?
Seeing everyone around me happy... Even if it means I have to suffer alittle...
Especially her...

14. Have you ever cried while listening to songs? (list)
I think i did...
Can't remember the song...

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My family and friends...
And maybe her too...

16. What kind of a friend do you wish your friends to regard you as?
Someone who is there for them

17. What are you doing currently?
Other than this quiz... Nothing... Just waiting for time to pass... Slowly...

18. What is your future ambition?
Can't think of anything in my current state...

Instructions:- Change a question
-Tag people who are in your links
- List them out at the end of this
- Notify them on their luck &shut up (o.o)

Don't want to make people do this if they don't want to...
So I'm not listing...

Ok today is offically the last day of the exams...
Today had chinese listening comprehension...
It took us only 30 mins to finish the test...
Was like
WTF? Come school to take 30min test nia???
Damn stupid siaz...

But in a way it is a good thing also...
Longer break XD Hahaz...

After that went to White Sands with Ren Hao, Lucas and Nicholas
They wanted to pierce their ears...
But end up all P.S me...
Luckily YingYing, Jasmine, and Twin came =D
Then they follow me go pierce ear...
Now it's damn pain sia...
Who said pierce ear not pain arh?!

Well yesterday didn't have time to blog...
Yesterday had A-Math test...
Do-able...
But have a feeling not going to do very well...
Maybe a just pass...
Haiz...

Well...
At least the exams are over...
Not so much stress liaoz...
Hehez...

The exams are almost over!!!
One more A math paper II and...
DONE!!! EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

Ok...
Had Physics today...
Paper I and Paper II...
SO GONNA FAIL!!!
HAIZ...

Enough about exams...
So damn sick of it...
Haiz...
Feeling damn down lately...
I finally see that I am wasting my time...
There is no point for me to wait...
Haiz...

Had A and E Math test today...
What a killer...
Two math test in a day!!!
OMG LAHZ...
Sure gonna fail...
Manz...

Damn stressed up day...
Haiz...

Today is the 3rd day of the Mid Year Examinations...
Had Geography and E math paper one today...
So gonna fail...
Wrote a bunch of crap for geography...
Many people did question 1...
The one about rivers...
But I did the one on trees!!!
QUESTION 2!!!
I LOVE TREES!!!
Wahahahaha!!!
Then after that did question 3...
Something to do with development...
So gonna fail...

Then after geography had E math...
Completed paper in like 1 hr 15 min...
Then spent the other 45 min trying to do bonus question...
It is like OMG LAH
SO FAST COMPLETE...SURE FAIL LAH...
Hahaz...

Feeling rather unhappy today...
Cuz of some personal things...
Haiz...
Don't ask me what...
I will tell you when I am ready to...

Ok...Today had chinese paper 2 and chemistry paper 1 and paper 2...
What a long day...
Today everything ended at around 1.30pm...
Today is also the longest exam day in the exam timetable wahahahaha...

So tomorrow's paper and Geography and E-maths...
So gonna pass my math...
As for geography...WHO CARES?!?!
I hate the damn teacher...Why should I be bothered about her test?!?!
Wahahahaha...

Went to white sands with bro today...
Walk up and down, up and down...
Then went to eat Mac cuz suddenly felt hungry wahahaha...

Boring day...
Din't talk to her...
Don't know why but I keep feeling like I'm disturbing her...
Hahaz...
Donno...Don't care liaoz...
Starting to feel the pressure from outside sources...

The start of the examinations started today at 7.45am in the school hall...
First paper was English...
Followed by Social Studies...
So gonna fail my Social Studies...
Din't study the right chapter...
Wrote a huge chunk of rubbish...
Fail...Fail...FAIL!!!

Emo people have feelings too.
So stop rubbing salt on our wounds.
Why is it that you can be emo while we cant?
Why are you complaining?
When you are affected?
Do you know there's a thing called close one eye
You knew feelings are hard to get rid off.
But you forgot about it because it's not you who is having problems now.

Well today was out the whole day...
Had tuition at 7.30am...
Then after that went to the airport...
Reached the airport at around 10.30am...
Left the airport at around 7.45pm...

So was like there the whole day...
Was there studying with her and her group of friends...
Everyone was like bombarding me with A and E Math questions...
Mostly was A math questions...
And a little Chemistry too...
Hehez...

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Name: Cedric Siah Yi
A.K.A: CSYsiansation or Sedorikku or Rikku
Age: Finally 18
Birthday: 02/03/1992
School: Temasek Poly
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