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.Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ' 12:58:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah,
Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah,
Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would goMaybe in time (time),
you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for youIt's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah





.Monday, December 22, 2008 ' 9:37:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Okies...
Yesterday...
Blue hoodies outing!!!
Went to sentosa...
Things were abit rocky at the start...
Slept at 6am... And woke up late at 12pm...
Nice...
Bernie called me 10 times... OMG SIA...
Dint hear a thing man...
At least not until mum woke me up with the phone...
Bathe...
Changed...
Then took cab to Vivo City...
OMG SIA... CAB SIA!!!!!!!!
SUPER EX MAN!!!!!!! COST ME $18 MAN!!!!!!!!!
Well... after that on the the train to sentosa...
Played games...
Played water...
Talk crap...
Kena wack...
Kena tortured...
Kena all sorts of things...
WORST OF ALL...
MY KNEES KNOCKED A TREE!!!!!
NOW BRUISED AND CUT-TED OMG MAN...
Lols...
Had dinner...
Then went home...
Played game...
Slept at 4am...
Woke up today at 11am...
Chiong maple... =X ( I still a kid =X )
Hahas...
Jun wei came over...
Then on to E!Hub...
Hahas...
Met up with other AGC members...
Walked around...
Had lunch...
Went arcade and saw Jordan and Stanley...
Hehes...
After tat went to eat at where stanley was working right after Rick and Jasmine came =P
Then applied job at where stanley was working =X
If get the job then tomorrow start work!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahas...
Watched TWILIGHT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS BETTER THE SECOND TIME!!!!!!!! ( Sound soooooo girly.... LOLS... but who cares?! =X )
Hahas...
Then went home...
AND HERE I AM!!! BLOGGING!!!
WAHAHAHAHA...
Crazy liao me...
Guess Haiwen was right...
I AM CRAZY!!!!!!!!
lmaos =.=





.Friday, December 19, 2008 ' 11:04:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Today damn fun...
Went out with cousin...
Then later our friend joined us...
So first...
Took bus to Kovan...
Then took MRT to Potong Pasir...
Met up with cousin...
Then took MRT to Clerk Quare there... ( donno how to spell =X )
Followed him to collect his pay...
BUT THE PERSON FORGOT TO PREPARE!!! OMG SIA!!!
So... He had no pay... LOLs... Super suay...
Later went to Peninsular...
Buy a new pair of black Skinnys...
This one super skinny sia...
Lols...
Then took MRT to Vivo city...
Walk walk awhile...
Play arcade awhile...
Then friend come...
Then went to watch Twilight...
SUPER NICE SIA...
lols...
Then come back...
But now feel like going out again...
Sian daos...
Lols...





.Thursday, December 18, 2008 ' 11:25:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Woah sei...
Today went out with cousin...
Actually is to eat nia...
End up going his house to take the guitar and then to Vivo...
Funny sia...
Lmaos...
Tomorrow still going out with him lols...
lmaos

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.Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ' 4:33:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Ok...
Don't know what to blog about...
This is just for the sake of updating =P
Hahas...
Well...
Still can't completely get over what has happened...
But at least I'm feeling better then before...
Trying my best not to feel so depressed all the time...
At least I still have some loyal friends to fall back on when in need...
Hahas...

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.Friday, December 12, 2008 ' 3:01:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Pass few days damn sian...
Damn sad...
Damn annoyed...
Damn pissed...
Damn depressed...
Damn everything bad...
Haiz...

The song Best I Ever Had damn nice...
Song is in my playlist...
The lyrics is here...

Lyrics:
Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't mean to make you leave
You and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had
We fell in love for a reason
Now you're leaving
And I just want you back
So many things we believed in
Now you're leaving and words won't bring you back
I'll never let go of the heart I broke
You and I were living like a love song
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to meI feel so bad, I feel so bad You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad You were, You were the best I ever had





.Tuesday, December 9, 2008 ' 10:46:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Well...
As you can see...
I changed my blogskin...
Guess it is self explanatory...
My heart is broken...
Broken into many many pieces...
Some of them cant be found...
As they are not with me...
Feeling so hurt...
So alone...
Confused...
Lost...
But one thing's for sure...
I still love her...





.Monday, December 8, 2008 ' 7:21:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Great...
Yesterday best...
Morning go out with cousins...
Borrow money from bro...
At night gonna return it to bro...
Then fight with bro...
Fight until scratches everywhere...
Damn shiok...
Leg hurt more...
BEST!!!...





.Saturday, December 6, 2008 ' 8:54:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

OMG...
ALMOST BROKE MY ANKLE...
WTF MAN!!!
HEARD A CRACK SOUND!!!
THEN SCREAMED LIKE SIAO!!!
THEN CANT MOVE...
Now ankle is bandaged up...
So damn pain...
T-T





.Thursday, December 4, 2008 ' 8:10:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Well...
Everything settle liao...
All over liao...
Nothing to worry about liao...
Nothing to feel lost about liao...
Just hope that another chance will pop out...
Still in love with her...
Even after we broke today...
Well...
Time will heal all wounds...
We'll just have to wait bah...





.Tuesday, December 2, 2008 ' 9:32:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

I dont know what is going on anymore...
My life is really in a mess now...
Bad things just keep coming...
Everything is falling apart...
I dont know how I'm gonna cope with all of it...
Really wish that I could solve everything...
But I cant...
I dont know how...
I dont know who to ask for help...
I'm really at a lost now...







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