.Sunday, June 28, 2009 ' 11:11:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Wah...
Damn stress...
Damn homework website down...
Damn C math 2 work so difficult...
STRESS LAH!!!
Crap sia...
So many things pile up...
Jia lat lahs...
HAIZ...
.Friday, June 26, 2009 ' 12:30:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
STOP SPAMMING MY TAGBOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND I AM NOT GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ' 12:14:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
The wound is starting to heal...But a scar is starting to form...tryin to move on...But the pain is just too much...Really need someone to lean on right now...Need someone to be there for me...Is this the feelin of being insecure?No longer sure of my feelings...Someone just told me something shocking...And now a decision to make...Heistation starts taking over...The answer is clear...But I can't seem to make a choice...Duwanna feel this all over again...It really sucks...And i hate it a lot...And the worsen things...There are complications...And if I did make a choice...It could result in some dire consequences...Really sorry that I am taking so long...It's just that I am not sure if I can take it...I'm afraid that I might break down if things dun go right...Hope that you'll understand...And if I take too long then please dun wait...I duwanna waste your time...I ain't worth the wait...I'll try to give you an answer as soon as possible...And I hope that if i do its a right choice...Duwanna lose another friend if things go bad...Already lost too many...And friends are real important to me...I'll give an answer as soon as possible i promise...
.Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ' 2:54:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Well...
Holiday is almost over...
Not much different from normal school day actually...
Only diff is that on school days need go school...
So sian...
Or maybe it's just cause I'm like that...
HAIZ
Been almost 3 weeks... But I still can't let go...Still dream of her...Think of her...But now...She's just a sister to me...Can't seem to accept that...But that is the truth...Tryin to move on...But the road just seem to get longer and longer as I moved on...That will be when I realised that the road is leading me in circles...Never being able to move on...Always playing the same scenes over and over again...Always remembering the past...Always wondered if starting it was the right decision...For because of it...Things started to shake...Tryin to go back to the start...But the startin line is just too far away...Tryin to move forward...But the finish line does not seem to exist...Caught in a race with a start but no end...Sometimes I wonder why do I feel sad...Is it because I'm alone?Or is it because I know I can't have her...All the pain and the sorrows that I've felt...Removing them by smoking...Not the best way...But the most effective for me...Whatever I have felt cannot be compared to how much i've loved her...For to really love someone is to bring them happiness at the cost of anything...And that includes knowing when to let go...No reason to hang onto someone who will never be happy with you...You feel good but they don't...What's the point in that?This is what I believe in...A personal rule that I will follow...And because of it...I can never be happy...But I will feel good about myself...Just hope that one day...Everything could just change...Hoping that my life would be better...Hoping that I can feel hapiness again...And...
.Saturday, June 6, 2009 ' 10:13:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Argh...Head damn pain...Heart damn pain...But head hurts more...kena migrant...Missed my test yesterday...Jia lat...Fished up mirgant...Now my freaking eyes damn pain...Jia lat lahs...Scared go blind...Haiz...Super super pain and depressed...Trying not to be...But its like so difficult...Guess I have to take it step by step...
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That Lost SoulY
Name: Cedric Siah Yi
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Age: Finally 18
Birthday: 02/03/1992
School: Temasek Poly
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