.Sunday, December 13, 2009 ' 11:33:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Man... Lots of things happened this past one week...
Been out alot...
Had tests...
Dint know that last week was test week...
Went to school on Monday just to find out that it was test week...
What a freaking waste of my time...
Went to friend's chalet...
Argued with mother...
Stayed over on tuesday...
Went out till really really late for the next few days...
Argue with mother again...
And more stuff happened...
Really pissed off with one event...
Really feel like whacking the culprit...
Maybe will get to do it soon...
I hope...
Was really upset with what she did that day...Really could not stand what she did with other guy in the cinema...I left the cinema not because of the reason you heard...It was because I just could not stand it any longer...What happened the next night really ticked me off...And yet I feel so helpless...I was not there...Not there to protect you...The worst thing was that I was not able to comfort you when you cried...Afterall...I'm just a friend...Nothing more...Nothing less...And with that said...Whatever I am able to do is all so limited...There are so many things I wanna tell you...So many things I could have done to help you stop crying if I was not just a friend...All I can do is to prevent anything similar from happening again...And this time I will be there to protect you...
