.Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ' 11:24:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Today...
Din't go to school...
Pei my brother and friends all the way...
Went to see doctor...
Get MC...
Then waited like an idiot for 40 mins at the pharmacy...
Reason?
CUZ I DIN'T KNOW GOTTA PUT THE RETARDED PRESCRIPTION IN THE BASKET AT THE COUNTER BEFORE WAITING FOR MY TURN...
FUCKING SIGN!!!
SO GOD DAMN SMALL!!!
RAWRS!!!
Ki siao liao =.=
Ended up coming up with lame things...
Freston kept saying his name was Robert...
Followed by chinese name is Ri La...
And Sername is Goh...
So when placed together...
Robert Goh Ri La...
What does it sound like?
ROBERT GORILLA!!!
Kept laughing non-stop at the pharmacy...
Got feeling the people there must have thought we were crazy...
Wahahahahas...
Decided..Good bye it is...No point holding on to things that will never be yours...Its time to move on...Time to go back to how things were...Time to forget...Time to start anew...And I will never regret the choices I've made...Nor will I go down the same path again....
.Sunday, December 27, 2009 ' 7:33:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Too lazy to blog again...
Din't have much time to blog anyways...
Been out almost everday from morning till night...
And only reaching home like the next morning just to sleep awhile...
Then out again the next morning...
Really damn tired now...
Hahas...
Guess its time to give up..But how should I do so...Should I still be your friend?Or just cut all contact...Continuing to hold on to this will only just tear me up apart...But letting go just dun seem to be possible...What should I do....
.Sunday, December 13, 2009 ' 11:33:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Man... Lots of things happened this past one week...
Been out alot...
Had tests...
Dint know that last week was test week...
Went to school on Monday just to find out that it was test week...
What a freaking waste of my time...
Went to friend's chalet...
Argued with mother...
Stayed over on tuesday...
Went out till really really late for the next few days...
Argue with mother again...
And more stuff happened...
Really pissed off with one event...
Really feel like whacking the culprit...
Maybe will get to do it soon...
I hope...
Was really upset with what she did that day...Really could not stand what she did with other guy in the cinema...I left the cinema not because of the reason you heard...It was because I just could not stand it any longer...What happened the next night really ticked me off...And yet I feel so helpless...I was not there...Not there to protect you...The worst thing was that I was not able to comfort you when you cried...Afterall...I'm just a friend...Nothing more...Nothing less...And with that said...Whatever I am able to do is all so limited...There are so many things I wanna tell you...So many things I could have done to help you stop crying if I was not just a friend...All I can do is to prevent anything similar from happening again...And this time I will be there to protect you...
.Sunday, December 6, 2009 ' 12:48:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Haiz... Finally blogging...
Dun really have much time to blog anymore...
Forever outside...
Gotta go to school...
Gotta work...
Gotta meet friends...
So much things to do...
Recently keep falling sick too...
Cuz not enough rest...
Haiz...
Gotta go to work tomorrow too...
Sians...
Cant get to meet my friends...
Haiz...
The feeling is getting worst...Looks like I've really fallen for her...Really hate it...The feeling of wanting to see her and yet not wanting to...Wanting to talk to her and yet not wanting to...Man...This feeling really sucks...And to make matters worst...I know that I will never ever be liked by her...Knowing that I am not who she is looking for...Having known this and yet still longing for it to not be true...Such a fool I am...Even if she doest like me...I wont chase her...Cuz if things do go wrong...Lots of things will be affected...Haiz...What should I do...
