.Saturday, November 28, 2009 ' 1:58:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
It's been such a long time since I blogged...
Starting to feel real lazy to blog...
Hahas...
Don't really have the time to blog too...
Been out till real late lately...
And once I reached home...
A straight KO...
And there I go to dreamland...
Hahas...
Found a job finally!
Gonna be really busy next week...
The only days which I am not working next week is Wednesday and Saturday...
Man...
Gonna be so dead...
After next week its gonna be more relaxed...
Hahas...
Suddenly feel really lazy to go to work though it's next week...
The thought of going to work makes me excited/nervous/scared and also regret...
The regret part is cause I can't hang out with my friends next week...
So sad...
Haiz...
All of a sudden I am starting to feel again...The feeling of liking someone...Why...Why now...Why do I have to like someone...And the worst thing is that she already likes someone else...Someone who I know...My friend...To make things worst he is like a brother to me...And yet again...If she doesn't like someone...I don't think I will tell her that I like her...I duwanna lose a friend if things go wrong...This feeling really hurts like hell...All I can do now is act as if nothing is going on...But I don't know how long I can last like this...
.Friday, November 20, 2009 ' 12:33:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Been too lazy to blog these few days...
Feeling freaking stressed out...
So many things need do...
Then a lot of problems outside...
Gonna be chased by the men in uniforms soon...
Stupid ass friend...
Basketball lahs...
Do things dun dare face the music...
Really damn basket sia...
Got like 6 quizes on psychology need hand in...
But all donno how to do...
Jia lat liao lahs...
Managed to just finish my Japanese presentation 1...
Heng sia...
Tmr need go school print...
SIANS...
Feeling the pain all over again...Really wonder why...All of a sudden just feel all the pain...Man...Really can't take it much longer...
.Thursday, November 12, 2009 ' 11:13:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Been feeling real stress lately...
And it's not because of school...
Lately there's been lots of problems in my life...
Now gonna be in deep shit soon...
Thinking of what I should do now...
Worst case scenario...
Err... Dun think I wanna elaborate on it...
All I can say is that it won't be a pretty sight...
.Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ' 2:57:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Phew... Long day...
Tiring also...
Due to someone...
Had to travel here there here there...
From Pasir Ris to Tampines then back to Pasir Ris then so on and so forth...
Pek chek sia...
OMG...
Haiz...
Might be going to sleep soon...
But who knows...
Wondering if it is good news or bad news...If I say that it is good news... Then only I will be glad...If I were to say that it was bad news...It would be the opposite...So just what is it?Good or bad?I am no longer sure...
.Sunday, November 8, 2009 ' 12:43:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Today taunting at friend's house...
So fun sia...
But damn shag at the same time...
But still damn cool...
And yet so tired...
BUT...
Bleahs...
No more buts liao...
Lols...
Well... Cant use comp for too long...
Later tio scolded xD
So...
See ya...
Should I be happy or sad?I am so confused right now...Hate this kind of feeling...Don't even know why I bother to feel this way...Already knowing that it is not possible between us...And yet longing for it...Really hate it...Damn it all...
.Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ' 8:49:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Damn it... Its starting again...This time its much tougher to control...Don't know how long it'll last this time...From the looks of things, it's gonna be quite some time...Just hope that those around me won't get hurt...Donno what i'll do anymore...Having headache spells...Blurry vision...And sometimes it's so hard to control my hands...I really hope it is not what I think it is...Really hope that it won't develop any further...I duwanna hurt the perople I hold dear to me...To the person I talked to yesterday...Try not to worry...Everything's gonna be ok...One way or another...Looks like the little girl I once knew has grown up...Dun think you'll need my company anymore hehs...You've already made lots of friends... So much more then me...So now its time to put some things behind...There is no longer a need for me to be there to try and protect you anymore...
