Feeling damn cold...
So god damn cold...
On the outside and the inside...
What is this feeling?
Have I finally gone all numb?
COuld it be that I finally lost the ability to feel?
Really hope so...
Can't wait for that moment to come...

Haunted my memories of the past...
Unable to keep them locked up...
Painful memories...
Such unbearable pain I've felt...
Feel like just crying it all out...
But I can't cry...
All I can do is suffer in silence...
As my heart cries out...
Till the sadness is all gone...

Memories of the past...
Some good...
But most bad...
Such a fool I've been...
And yet I have not learnt my lesson...
Still yearn to be loved...
Still yearn for someone to be with me...
Still yearn for the right one...
What is so wrong with me?
Really don't get it at all...
Really need an answer...

I don't know what to believe anymore...
Don't know how to interpret anything anymore...
Don't know what is real and what is a lie...
Should I believe anything you people say anymore?
Cause it just seem so impossible...

I have changed...
I can feel it...
Becoming someone I don't recognize anymore...
Someone that is so not me...
Someone that had been suppressed all these time...
Someone I hate to become...

Need help...
Really need help...
But who can I trust to help me?
Who...

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That Lost SoulY

Name: Cedric Siah Yi
A.K.A: CSYsiansation or Sedorikku or Rikku
Age: Finally 18
Birthday: 02/03/1992
School: Temasek Poly
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His wantsY

Her♥
Macallan 12
A motorcycle

LovesY

Zuki Chan Ruo Heng♥
Brothers/Sisters

HatesY

Knowing/not knowing people that I should have known/not known earlier...
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