.Monday, August 31, 2009 ' 4:09:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Holidays started...
But damn sian...
Haiz...
So boring till donno wad to blog about liao...
SIBEH SIBEH SIAN!!!
.Saturday, August 29, 2009 ' 12:18:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Exams are over...
The end of Sem 1...
Omg...
So fast...
Time really flies when you are not studying...
LOL...
Past few days damn stress...
Need rush so much revision in just 1 week...
Like super OMG...
Was like how to study?!
In the end...
Never study...
Haiz...
But I THINK I sure can pass all subjects one...
Hahas...
Like so confident...
Lmaos
.Sunday, August 23, 2009 ' 11:41:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Ok...
Done something real stupid today...
Donno what will happen in the future...
Donno what I done is good or bad...
So much uncertainties...
But one thing is for sure...
Nothing got through...
Still oblivious...
Still not getting anything...
Haiz...
Just hope something will happen soon...
.Saturday, August 22, 2009 ' 1:21:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Haiz...
Cant sleep...
Suddenly alot of memories flooding...
CRAP SIAL...
Fucking retarded...
Anyways...
MY HAIR KENA CUT AGAIN!!!
And now is like so freaking short...
Macham secondary school student like that...
Except that sideburn damn long nia...
My beautiful tail kena cut till nothing left OMG...
Only wanted to cut like half of it off nia...
Sian sial...
Haiz........
.Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ' 10:30:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Wah...
So damn tired...
Did my new roadwork xD (Jogging)
Just started only hahas...
Super tired sia...
Tomorrow sure body ache...
Now stomache...
Jia lat...
Haiz...
So much problems lols...
.Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ' 8:28:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
OMG...
Went to cut my hair today...
Now the top is like damn short...
Become damn spikey WTF!!!
But fringe, sides and back still long xD
As long as I got my tail can liao xD
Happy enough...
HAs...
This picture dun really show my short hair...
Next time get better photo xD
Falling...Falling real fast...But there does not seem to be an end...Really wonder why...Just want it to stop...Rather be dead then to suffer this shit over and over again...
.Sunday, August 2, 2009 ' 4:18:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Had a complete break down today...Finally able to release some of my agony...But not much...The pain is just too much...Trying to let go...But the past won't let me go...Stuck between the past and the present...Really wanna let it all out...Really wanna be rid of all of this...Really wanna just end it all...But nothing I do will ever allow me to accomplish what I want...Is there anyone out there that can understand how I feel?What I've been through...What I'm going through now...My friends treat what I'm going though as a joke...No one to rely on...No one to share my pain with...Guess I am really alone in this world...The old me is gone...No more happiness...No more smiles...No more laughter...No more feeling but pain and agony...Depression...Despair...All that is left...All that will be...All that should have been all along...
.Saturday, August 1, 2009 ' 12:43:00 AM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much
Feeling damn cold...
So god damn cold...
On the outside and the inside...
What is this feeling?
Have I finally gone all numb?
COuld it be that I finally lost the ability to feel?
Really hope so...
Can't wait for that moment to come...Haunted my memories of the past...Unable to keep them locked up...Painful memories...Such unbearable pain I've felt...Feel like just crying it all out...But I can't cry...All I can do is suffer in silence...As my heart cries out...Till the sadness is all gone...Memories of the past...Some good...But most bad...Such a fool I've been...And yet I have not learnt my lesson...Still yearn to be loved...Still yearn for someone to be with me...Still yearn for the right one...What is so wrong with me?Really don't get it at all...Really need an answer...I don't know what to believe anymore...Don't know how to interpret anything anymore...Don't know what is real and what is a lie...Should I believe anything you people say anymore?Cause it just seem so impossible...I have changed...I can feel it...Becoming someone I don't recognize anymore...Someone that is so not me...Someone that had been suppressed all these time...Someone I hate to become...Need help...Really need help...But who can I trust to help me?Who...
