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.Monday, March 31, 2008 ' 7:32:00 PM Y
19/10/2010♥
I love you so much

Well had nothing better to do...
So I decided to change my blogskin...

Trying not to talk to her...
Maybe then I might be able to stop thinking of her...
But apparently it did not work...
She is always on my mind...
I even wrote her name on a window panel near my table...
(Shifted place from one end of the class to the other...Idea from Mr Lim Cheng Yang)

Ain't sure what i should do...
She does not seem to like me...
But yet I feel that she does...
Her friends tell me not to give up...
But my friends tell me otherwise...

Quite confused...
Rather Blurred out...
When I see her...Can't stop myself from looking at her...
And yet I do not dare to look into her eyes...

My friend told me that she likes someone...
Another told me someone else likes her...
Don't know what I should do...
Should I continue to chase her?
Or should I give her up?

Sometimes I wished i did not like her...
The pain of a heart split into two halves hurt too much...
Don't think I can hold on much longer...
Feeling that I am losing it...
What should I do?
Can someone tell me?

I am acting as if nothing has happened...
But some things can't be hidden forever...
So lost...So confused...So hurt...So sad...







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